Monday, July 19, 2010

Two weeks off and back on the training train!

Ok so my training was not supposed to stop but I practically did. I started eating bad, and I was hardly exercising. I noticed I let everything go.

My hip also started acting up. I think that my hip enjoys the exercise! Crazy hip. Right now I think that is the best thing ever. I feel that my motivation has gone out the window but an achey hip is motivation for me!

Today, I ate better and was not as hungry as when I was eating bad. I also jogged about 2 miles non stop and 1 walking. I was amazed at how strong I was! What had I been waiting for?


So, I ask myself:

Have I come this far to stop now?


How much does human trafficking mean to me?


How much does my health mean to me?


My answers:

No I will not stop now! I am the healthiest I have ever been and strongest. God has not given me healing so I can turn to Him and say, "oh well guess I will take it for granted again!"


Human trafficking means alot to me! It is unique when it comes to missions. I know there are others helping but what about the ones I am meant to help. What about the lady sitting in a room locked up with no hope of escape? (Man I am getting pumped!) What about the way people responded at walmart? It needs to be shouted from the hill tops, "It is not ok!"


My family has a healthy mama again. A mama that can go swimming with them, cook with them, help work around the house and have energy again!


There is something to be said about honesty: If too honest it can hurt others, if not honest at all it can hurt others and yourself, but honest about where we are in life is freeing!


I feel a freedom in being honest about how I feel. I feel as if I can go on and keep my hand to the plow! Not looking back but learning from my mistakes!


Watch out because here I come!

Julietta

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